So at the minute I’m kinda’ hanging out with a guy who is nice and I’ve known him since I had I was with my ex, which was last year aha.
He has a rep for being a dick to girls, he’s even slept with one of my mates and upset her, but she isn’t bothered were hanging out and she even says he thinks he’s treating me lovely and he is, sends me nice texts, asks to see me, and when we had a chance to do ‘stuff’ we didn’t coz’ he respects the fact I’m not into stuff like that unless I’m in a relationship and he likes that, he says its refreshing and he likes that fact I’m a ‘nice girl’.
But I feel up tight in my chest a weird feeling, like butterflies that make you puke.
I don’t wanna be fucked about. I just want him to be good to me, like he probably wants me to be bad for him. But yeah were hanging out a lot and I dunno..